All packed up,,

So, we're off to Hamburg very soon! I'm super excited and super heartbroken all at the same time (and yep I said superrr). I'm not good at leaving Molly. I've only left her for two nights this year, and it's really hard this time. I miss her so much already. It was like walking away from my soul tonight, Jamie had to bully me away. Look how perfect and round her cheeks are. And that toothy smile. And her fluffy mullet!! She's so perfect. I hope she never forgets how perfect she is. I couldn't be luckier to of created my best friend. Yesterday she tried to change her own nappy it was so sweet, and lately she's started to really hug me back. I'm just waiting on that 'I love you mama'. I know I'll cry the first time I hear it, her voice is so melodic. I'll be listening to this the entire plane ride and staring at her pictures <3

I love you Molly Rose, I'll see you on Sunday and I won't let you go x

My favourite time of year.

I was going to do an outfit post but my eyes were too puffy so I ate my sorrows and watched Xfactor, sorry! 

Autumn leaves, tights and loafers, I am enjoying this time of year. I'm going to get Molly some little wellies and take her to stomp in the leaves and the mud I think. I'm as excited as I was the first time she touched grass, or felt rain on her nose. The little things we take for granted. I'm so excited for her first Christmas. When we get back from NY we're going to spend the night decorating and I wanna make a 'home movie' of it. I don't think there are any from when I was little. It's why I'm obsessed with photographing Molly. I need to write the christmas lists and hop to it. Today I begun and bought one of my Nephew's pressies and a surprise stocking filler for Jamie. So excited to wrap! This year I'm thinking brown paper, ribbon and wonderful labels.